Posted by messadivoce on May 14, 2005, at 0:41:59
In reply to Another pity part for me, posted by daisym on May 13, 2005, at 23:02:33
Daisy, if anything it is good to see you on the board, even if it is at a moment of margarita-soaked misery.
I'm sorry about work. It must be so hard to make those kind of choices when friends are involved. It sounds as though they understand that it's not your fault. You're just the "fall-guy" that has to dish out the unpleasentness. That can't be a fun person to be. :-(
I'm sorry about the lack of connection with your T. I hope you will not be afraid of the anger. You say that there's no room for little Daisy right now, but is it little Daisy who is angry that she can't be taken care of? Is the adult you angry because no one is taking care of you and you're having to take care of everyone?
I think your T can handle your anger. I hope you will give it a chance. Maybe now is the time? Honestly, I don't think that squashing it all will make it go away. I worry it will just hurt you more. Margaritas can help temporarily, but I find that when I drink when I'm sad, it just makes me even more transparent and vulnerable and a mess. ;-)
Daisy, I personally don't believe that God will give us more to deal with than we are able.
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