Posted by Deneb on November 20, 2005, at 12:03:46
In reply to Re: About Hammie *trigger* » Deneb, posted by sleepygirl on November 19, 2005, at 22:18:49
> I'm so sorry Deneb. I think Hammie was very lucky to have you as his mom. I think maybe you just couldn't accept him being dead - he's been your dear sweet Hammie :-(
I keep thinking that maybe I made a mistake...that Hammie wasn't really dead...that he was just sleeping really soundly. I'm not a vet......I'm not competent to declare death right???
Sigh...
I knew Hammie left when I found him...the image of him dead is clear. I remember handling his body and suddenly I was afraid of touching him. This has never happened before. I would never be afraid to touch Hammie. That's when I knew that the Hammie I knew and loved was gone. What was left was not Hammie anymore. What was left was foreign and scary to me.
Deneb
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