Posted by Deneb on November 20, 2005, at 11:56:37
In reply to Re: About Hammie *trigger*, posted by Tabitha on November 19, 2005, at 18:57:38
Death is scary sometimes. Right after Hammie died I developed a fear of death. This is strange for me because I usually think about death a lot and it doesn't bother me. This time it was different. I think I realized what death was really about and it scared me. I'm afraid of dying. I'm afraid that I must die one day.
I cried a lot when Hammie died. It's difficult for me to accept that I'll never see Hammie again. I don't really believe in an afterlife. My new hamster Sophie now distracts me from the loss of Hammie, but she doesn't replace Hammie. I miss Hammie.
Deneb
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