Posted by Jai Narayan on September 19, 2004, at 20:48:47
Fall, just like the image....
fall.
the leaves turn bright colors then just let go.
they let go.
Plumet to the earth.
usually into a puddle or pond.
I am four years from my fathers death,
I am one year from my mothers.
My x-husband died this year.What is this magic door they do thru?
does all the tension disappear?
Do we get to have that long rest?I am tired tonight as I pen this note.
I am sad tonight...
the air is cool and I feel the edge of winter coming.
Even my fish is sad tonight.How was I to know that I would lose someone today.
I had the feeling something was off.
something was just not right.
But such a loss.
I am sad.
I know nothing will make me happy tonight.
I will be sad for a while.
It seems you just have to live through it....
live through it...
live...
breathe through it....
breathe.
Let go....
go.
Breathe...
go...
in..
out breathe.
poster:Jai Narayan
thread:392753
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