Posted by go4it on March 29, 2004, at 20:14:30
In reply to Re: dead X husband » go4it, posted by fayeroe on March 29, 2004, at 18:54:54
Thank you for your encouragement. I am really going through the greiving process. It's weird I keep thinking about him as he was sick and then different things that we did together. Then I get upset with myself when i think about how I am so strapped financially. It has made it hard for me to work. I need to stay strong and positive, But I feel so sad all the time. I called my doctor and got an anti depressant. It hasn't started to work yet, but I know that time will make it better. I have faith in G-D although I am not sure why he trys to test me so much. My X was my friend and I also hated him. Isn't that weird. Dealing with my X boyfriend has been hard because I get so much anxiety when he calls. I don't want to talk to him because I feel like it is self destructive when I do and then I get mad. But I fill with anxiety everytime the phone rings. Oh well thank you for listening.. or reading I guess. You are very kind.
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