I am too Old For This

Posted by Poet on April 8, 2007, at 15:57:19

My first binge/purge was around Easter 29 years ago. I've been majorly out of control lately due to anxiety and today was no exception. Easter buffets and bulimia are a dangerous combination.
I feel physically drained and the skin around my eyes looks horrible- red, blotchy and frankly old and wrinkled. I wish I would go into a major depression because then I don't eat. I've gained weight, because purging doesn't do the trick the way it used to. I think I'm going to ask Dr. Clueless if I should try some sort of med, but that would mean reminding her that I'm bulimic. Yes, I know it's crazy to try to keep something from pdocs, Ts, etc.
I am not in therapy for bulimia and my T once said if I get majorly out of control she'll refer me to someone with more expertise. Though maybe she could just consult that other T and stick it out with me until I get back in control. Which I can have done for very long periods of time. I know I can do it again. I have to, this is just way too hard on me physically.
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I am too Old For This Poet 4/8/07
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