Posted by Chuckie on April 13, 2004, at 11:10:26
In reply to Re: Dang » Chuckie, posted by spoc on April 12, 2004, at 22:45:25
LOL. Spoc said:
>>or maybe some other dynamic of that stressful situation went awry.<<
That's a concise analysis, you mind if i use it? I got a chuckle out of the understatement. :)
I need to chuckle about it because i'm still feeling indignant about the whole thing, and a bit vengeful even. She had no right to say any that stuff to me, and now she's permanently scared me away from that hospital. Meaning if i get sick trying to take care of myself, i have to drive far.
That's a good idea you got there, googling for screen names from the poppy forum. I think i actually met someone from there once, at another forum, and didn't think to ask him how to get in.
If i end up staying home i'm gonna need a LOT of support.
I should know more later after my appointment, and i'm waiting on phone calls to see if i can get some medication to help me (sleep, mostly, cuz i don't want to be awake all night with my brain screaming POPPIES at me.) Oh and i did put in a call about a hospital in the next city over but it was early.
I have serious doubts about handling this thing myself. I do have an emotional attachment to the stuff, and i still have the stuff, so it'll be something like that trick of quitting smoking with a pack of cigarettes in your pocket. But yes the Wellbutrin is a VERY good thing, because i keep hearing the words "crushing depression" in conjunction with the word "detox."
And no, i didn't cut back on the tea yet, b/c i wanted to test dirty if necessary yesterday, and then after ^that experience i was in no mood to try. My wife is gonna start metering it, starting tonight.
Thanks for letting me talk, and no pls don't shut up i need people to talk to me. Thanks, really.
- Chuckie
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