Posted by Dinah on December 24, 2008, at 21:32:15
In reply to Re: you're un-pbced, happy holidays )Dinah or someone » Dinah, posted by BayLeaf on December 24, 2008, at 19:17:05
I was not only busy with Christmas yesterday, but I had a migraine and my vertigo is acting up again, so it's not easy to read or write for long because my eyes are jumping around. And, in my opinion, it would not only have been rude for me to have repeated what Muffled did, but it would have sent the wrong message. IMO Babblers should feel free to do what they think should be done (as long as it's civil) if Admin doesn't think of it. Muffled did it just fine. If that's not your opinion, then I respect that, but please don't assume that I had any bad or uncivil intent.
I did my best. If my best isn't good enough, I will be happy to step down at Dr. Bob's request.
It's true that this past week or so, I haven't so much felt like a Babbler, but more like a deputy. From my point of view that isn't a positive thing for me. It isn't what I want, and it isn't what I like. I don't do this to be a deputy. I do this to be a Babbler. And if you think it feels bad on your "side", it doesn't feel so good over here either. I've been reasonably sure these past couple of weeks that whatever I do, it will be the wrong thing. I don't remember the last time I've felt so bad about myself on Babble.
From my point of view, I didn't draw or want any lines and I don't want any sides. I'd like us to work together to keep Babble a positive environment for posters and posters who happen to be deputies. I'm sorry if this isn't possible. I've done my best to keep the lines between the two down.
poster:Dinah
thread:870417
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/admin/20081003/msgs/870697.html