Posted by zazenducky on September 8, 2006, at 11:25:31
In reply to Re: i stand corrected » zazenducky, posted by Dinah on September 7, 2006, at 15:26:05
I miss the old dinah too. I sorry you've been through so many losses the last couple of years. I know what you mean about the passion and the pain. I feel about a thousand years old myself. I hope your little dog is feeling better and you make it through the day ok. That's as far in the future as I can think anymore.
I've given up my capital strike for Bob's return(just to keep things admin)
> I *think* I made it into a true hypothetical by leaving out the subject. However, I'm glad you didn't link it. I'm not really proud of that time in my life.
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> Some of my other posts on that thread might not bear close scrutiny. :(
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> Oddly, while I'd never want to be that person I was again, in a way I miss the passion and the playfulness. Can you imagine me indirectly challenging anyone to a duel anymore? Or making the post in question? I'm way more likely now to just delete whatever I was going to post and walk away.
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> I don't miss the hours of sobbing on my closet floor or emergency calls to my therapist or multiple hysterical emails to Dr. Bob though. I almost never do that over Babble anymore, while it used to be a weekly occurrance.
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> How does one keep the passion without the pain?
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> I suppose this isn't terribly administrative.
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