Posted by Dinah on September 7, 2006, at 15:26:05
In reply to i stand corrected » Dinah, posted by zazenducky on September 7, 2006, at 14:34:03
I *think* I made it into a true hypothetical by leaving out the subject. However, I'm glad you didn't link it. I'm not really proud of that time in my life.
Some of my other posts on that thread might not bear close scrutiny. :(
Oddly, while I'd never want to be that person I was again, in a way I miss the passion and the playfulness. Can you imagine me indirectly challenging anyone to a duel anymore? Or making the post in question? I'm way more likely now to just delete whatever I was going to post and walk away.
I don't miss the hours of sobbing on my closet floor or emergency calls to my therapist or multiple hysterical emails to Dr. Bob though. I almost never do that over Babble anymore, while it used to be a weekly occurrance.
How does one keep the passion without the pain?
I suppose this isn't terribly administrative.
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