Posted by Deneb on October 5, 2005, at 22:54:37
In reply to Re: Suicide groups on the net » Deneb, posted by justyourlaugh on October 5, 2005, at 21:20:04
> i thought suicide was a terrible out come from an illness..?
> the good doctor took the oath..
> you are safe deneb..You are right jyl. Dr. Bob doesn't want me or anyone here to die. He's a nice guy. I'm sorry he has to take so much craziness from me. It's probably better that he doesn't respond when I keep questioning whether or not he wants me to die etc. Like Alexandra said, he would be reinforcing my behaviour.
I think maybe I keep testing him...like after I do a bad thing I assume he absolutely hates me and wishes horrible things for me. But then he's always normal. He doesn't freak out, even when I do really bad things.
I just got a piece of evidence today that Dr. Bob doesn't hate me. He said "thanks" to me for drawing a picture of Psycho-Babble. This means he hasn't changed. He is like a rock, he reminds me of my p-doc, the one on maternity leave.
Thanks Dr. Bob for putting up with my craziness. I'm going to try really hard to be good and not think crazy thoughts. But when I do, I'll look at the evidence.
Deneb
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