Posted by rjlockhart37 on March 26, 2015, at 21:18:18
nothing really has happened much, im still on zpyrexa, and at night zyprexa wipes me out, but the next day the medicines seem they are not working, it's vary wierd because couple days ago i could feel the effect, the depression was liftrd, i know what prozac, it just makes you see enjoyment in life, kinda like a ... mood improvement, thats all i can say, and i know there is the placebo effect, but, it's been like this for 5 years, the medicine lost it's effect in early 2011, and it has been pit derpession, cursing my body for making all these problems, but still......
the only way now, is spirituality.....the doctor thinks it's normal, and said it's not a problem, it is....yes, i know there not working and for a long time......so, either believing in the cosmos of the universe, learn about enlightment, or simple healing from jesus christ, im so fluttered in the choices to go to spiruality, i sit and think of every sin i have done, and write to god and repent, and then move into other things, metaphysics, the darkside, moving to too many things yet not making a choice to follow them, and all this is based, on whats going on right now, spirituality seems the only way out.....
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ok sorry about the blabber, but still is there anything else i can do, the vitimen D levels, maybe a low thyroid? i don't want waste time with posters , but this has gotten bad, almost all my psych meds are resistant and have been like this for a long time.....
it's frustrating.......
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