Posted by hello123 on January 26, 2015, at 16:34:40
In reply to Re: feeling like im out of options, posted by Hugh on January 26, 2015, at 11:17:21
i had slowly raised the dose of Naltrexone over a couple of weeks. i dont think ive felt any effect from it. depression hasnt gotten worse or anything.
and i'll have to read in to that treatment you mentioned. i like to very thorougbly read about any treatment thes days, as opposed to how i used to just look on WebMD for any info.
...and my appointment today was a waste of time and money. the Clinic is an hour from my home, so i drove all that way only to be told id be seeing a nurse today since my Pdoc wasnt there. this irritated me a bit since every time ive seen a nurse for psych treatment, they dont want to do much of anything. my situation is complicated and they tend to have a very structured way of thinking. Its like they got all their ideas from WebMD., but i hoped for the best anyway. long story short, she decided it was best to see the Psychatrist when he gets back. i mentionedat the end of talking to her i mentioned i was a bit irritated because i expected to be talking to a real doctor today, and about the gas money i have to spend for the hour drive there and back. of course all she could say is "aww im sorry" and i just said "im sure you are"
the more hopeless i feel, the less willing anyone has been willing to try helping me. i cant stand dealing with this dumb medical system filled with sorry doctors getting their bank account filled by sick people. it doesnt matter if anyone benefits from an appointment with them. they still get paid for simply having a sick person in their presence. Oh they ask if im suicidal or homicidal at the beginning of my appointment, but the main reason fir that is sko they dont get sued if i do anything bad after i keave there. otherwise it doesnt matter if i EVER feel any better. tbey still get paid just for having me sit in a chair in front of their desk.
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