Posted by PrettyLady on October 31, 2012, at 22:57:46
In reply to Re: F U Prozac and 5htp and... serotonin crazy makers, posted by PrettyLady on October 31, 2012, at 10:42:48
I finally went to an urgent care facility today. They diagnosed me with bipolar mixed state. I sobbed in the waiting room with relief. She said that I hadn't met the criteria perfectly, but that I was clearly bipolar. It's funny how I'm second guessing it right now. I'm so worried, I can't trust my own thoughts. It's so weird.
I feel so far from reality. One thing in particular that disturbs me is this numb, pressure in my head thing. I feel so much fear it's bizarre. I don't understand myself anymore, and I second guess everything. I hope it's just part of the bipolar.
I look at things, and I feel like I've never seen them before. Everything feels different. It's like I've never been in this apartments before, but it's my apartment... wtf?
The doc prescribed me 300 lithium carb twice a day and 5 mg zyprexa. The only thing I like about this is I'm going to get some sleep. I've been sleeping, but I will wake up after four hours and then fall back asleep and wake up and have panic attacks over and over and over. I try to stay in bed because I'm tired. This is the weird thing about my condition, it doesn't sound bipolar. Being tired isn't bipolar. I'm really confused by this whole thing.
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