Posted by B2chica on October 30, 2012, at 10:38:28
In reply to med update..., posted by B2chica on October 29, 2012, at 9:41:07
for the last hour i cant get the idea of suicide out of my head. i'm afraid to tell anyone. i did txt pdoc. took perphenazine and gabapentin. i have less aggressiveness/assertiveness toward it, but the thoughts are still there. i want to leave work. so i know that i cant.;;;;;;;;;
what happened. i MUST wait this out. it will get better right?
i'm so angry toward self.is this partly cuz of pristiq to 100 and partly cuz of interaction with DH last night?
his words still resonate with me.i've started to cry twice this morning.
i CANT have pristiq cause this...i NEED IT TO WORK.i no other options if is doesnt work.
damn i wish i had help irl right now.
my friend doesnt come to work for another three hours. what should i do. already went for walk too...i have three months of pristiq at home....
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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thread:1030193
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