Posted by Lou Pilder on October 30, 2011, at 9:02:38
In reply to Re: Effects of long term SSRI use... My Story..., posted by Bollock on October 30, 2011, at 7:03:19
> Thank you for sharing your story. I have tears of recognition in my eyes. I could not tolerate the full 20mg dose of citalopram so used just 5mg for several years after a devastating break up of a relationship. That worked, despite doctors claiming it was less than therapeutic dose. After a while, it didn't work, and I tried a range of others. Desvenlafaxine full dose for a year. But I wanted to stop. I was addicted, and it took all my will power to come off. Tried some others. Then anxiety and the symptoms you describe hit. I'm now off everything, but it feels like I have permanent brain damage. And I can't sleep properly. I realise now I made a lot of stupid decisions on these ssri's and I can't recover the lost time and lost loves. We must find a better way to deal with this!
Bollock,
You wrote,[...I was addicted...brain damage..recover the lost time...a better way...].
It is refreshing to read what you have posted here. I could tell you what has been revealed to me as to how healing could happen to recover the lost time and loves. But there are prohibitions to me here from the administration that prevent me from offering you what has been revealed to me that goes beyond psychiatry and the taking of mind-altering drugs that have the potential to rob one of their life and cause brian damage and have the potential to lead one into a mind-alterd state to have them want to kill themselves and/or others.
It has been revealed to me that one can have a new life without money and without price. This revelation is higher than what man has written on this earth, and the thoughts that one could have could be higher than the thoughts of any man. What you could learn from me what is prohibited by Mr. Hsiung to me here could be like rain coming down that could water one's seed of their spirit and mind to have one return to the joy that was once had. And it could be like bread to the eater. And one could go out of their depression and addiction with joy and be led forth with peace and the mountians and hills could break forth before you into singing and all the trees of the field could clap their hands.
And if you thirst for the water of life, you could read from me for I come here as a witness to the dead, a witness to those that are seeking life, a witness to those that are lost. For I am a witness that there is a new life, a higher life, a life of peace and joy . But I am prohibited here from telling you where to find that new life, even though I have come back from the dead.
Lou
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