Posted by uncouth on October 4, 2011, at 12:57:26
In reply to Re: Advice, support, LONG RANT WARNING » uncouth, posted by g_g_g_unit on October 4, 2011, at 8:07:52
hi g-unit i'm glad osmething resonated with you. yeah i feel the same as you do. i know there is an OCD element to what i'm doing, i mena just this morning i woke up after only 4 hours of sleep (so much for getting to sleep early, i went to sleep at 12 and got up at 4am and coulnt go back to sleep despite the 10mg saphris) and i went to starbucks at 5am and just whew read the next 2 hours, then made it over to whole foods to pick up some acetyl l carnitine and look for citicoline...this time just got the acetyl l carnite, going to try it at 2000mg a day...right? and of course as i knew what i was doing, i said, wait this is just more OCD type stuff, i must be out of my 5-htp for serotonin needs, which i was, so i bought that and popped 100mg to help prevent the OCD which was driving me to do it in the firt place.
its recursive, senseless, addictve thinking fetishizing ,God-complex, and i don't even realize what i'm doing when i'm doing it.
i dont know i guess i'll stick it out with this acetyl l carniitne trial, i mean it just looks good in general to stay on no matter what for mitochondrial health. right? hahha...yeah. we'll see.
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