Posted by b2chica on September 28, 2011, at 14:00:28
In reply to Re: how long for start up after week off? » b2chica, posted by floatingbridge on September 28, 2011, at 12:53:08
ive been struggling with many intrusive thoughts today. still low but now my mind keeps thinking of 'ways out'. you know.
i try to stay busy but i'm so tired that its hard to concentrate and my mind drifts to the what if's. and its almost obsessing on how to get ahold of illegal rx's. etc.
maybe not even to act on it but the process... hard to explain.i mean i dont necessarily feel suicidal, just depressed, yet somehow my thinking mind is going toward that route?
i'm trying to distract. luckily i have a meeting in 1/2 hour. that will help.
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