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> > Hows your nardil going zonked? I got to tell you i have no idea what to think about it. The weight gain is just nasty and its not activating enough for me.
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> It's hard to tell if the testosterone "activated" the Nardil (it STILL doesn't "feel" like Nardil) or if I tapered Nardil, I'd be in the same place.
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> We'll know down the line. I tend to think the testosterone alone would "do it", but I am not changing a damned thing for awhile.
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> It would be nice tho if my T levels were normal and stayed that way - not only for the depression relief (which is required for me to achieve ANYTHING) but also because I could go to the gym and actually put on muscle this time! I got really skinny when I was younger but looked like Kate Moss... this explains a lot. I never developed a masculine figure no matter how hard I tried...
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> I wish Kaiser would have done something about this ten years ago, but I am proud of myself for persisting.
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> -z
It really sucks doesn't it. I have a new batch of nardil coming in, maybe that will lift my spirits. If i was "hypomanic" on nardil like last time i wouldn't eat that much. Its frustration eating.
I can't help wishing to kill the people who are responsible for my coming off of nardil. How long where we contemplating to take it? I think end of october right? Im going to call a pdoc today.. i don't want to ruin my body. Parnate (Jatrosom) is available here, i wouldn't have to pay for it like i do for the nardil.
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this signature | Show by default | Change to hide (next time)Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, severe
Refractory atypical double depression, severe
Social anxiety disorder, moderate
ADD, inattentive, moderate
Hints of borderline
Nardil 67.5mg