Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on August 15, 2011, at 23:42:15
I must say that the best thing I've ever done is surrender myself to NA meetings. For the first time I understand what is making this miserable. It's the disorder of addiction. It's not even a disorder, its a sickness, illness. Like Alcoholism. There's alot of reservations I have of im not im addict. I think all people who take medications and enjoy it are addicts. I have a addictive personality. I think about taking pills 24 hours a day. I don't know how I got labeled an addict but its best thing that ever happened to me that people know whats wrong with me. There's this relief of knowing whats the problem and the solution is living in recovery.
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