Posted by floatingbridge on July 29, 2011, at 23:06:25
In reply to The difference between cyclothymia and BPll?, posted by floatingbridge on July 29, 2011, at 22:39:56
O.K. Maybe I used to have BP ll. What the f*ck do I know? I used to be able to write. It was very difficult with never knowing what f*ck*ng mood I would be in and whether my brain would work that afternoon, that week, that month.
But it was never 'lite'. I just read that in three places. What the heck is 'bipolar lite'? I suppose not having mania. But there is nothing else lite about this. I feel like whatever *this* is is slowly killing me.
It's now like, will my brain work this year? Maybe next? Ever again?
Yeah, I'm a little worked up. I am posting to myself now.
I see my new pdoc in less than two weeks. Do I just beg for lithium? I am really scared :-/
But on the outside, I am o.k.
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