Posted by Enigma on August 1, 2010, at 20:22:04
In reply to Re: Nardil is killing me - must find alternative! Help » Phillipa, posted by Ron Hill on July 30, 2010, at 4:34:43
Well, last 2 days (including today), bedridden, suicidal (almost cut myself again), and just endured pure mental and even physical pain. I have some odd illness in my gut where it's too hard to even explain the symptoms for, but gonna call my gastro guy tomorrow if I can or if I'm up to it. Just a couple beautiful days to remind myself how little hope I have, how I have no friends, and my wife just went on a date.
Check this out. We got non-legally separated 10 months ago or such, and I spent that entire time trying to find a women on as many dating sites as I could. She goes on a 3 day free weekend (dating site), and finds a guy she likes in 2 days. If that's not depressing, I don't know what is.
I haven't kissed a girl in years? (an adult woman)
I haven't hugged a woman in years?
Forget about the other thing that starts with S.Look up Vythic on M.C - That's me! Of course, I always go for beauty *1st) and women are too vain to hook up with a lesser guy in looks, even though my personality is generally better (via profiles) (sorry women, I've researched this for 25 years, and I've been dead on, *every time*)
Oh well, I wish I could hypnotize my kids into thinking I never existed, then then saying goodbye to this world would be SO much easier. Those 3 are the ONLY ones keeping me here. Dad's already gone. Karma caught up with him, but not my evil mom and brother yet. I'd love to die just to hurt them. Man, it's all in my book, except I don't know how to publish it. If anyone can help me out there, I'd really appreciate it.
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