Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 30, 2010, at 23:26:40
I've noticed sometimes when I take Vyvanse, it makes me very depressed in a torn up mood, and low doses alway's do this. They make things just..."dull"
High doses seem to excaerbate emotions when taken with repeated doses, which I did in the past, but I've told my doctor [the abuse] of repeatedly taking them over, just will not happen. I have to stick to my word, and deal with bad part when they wear off. It feels like a knife cutting your emotions in a blender, ugh it makes you look like you have really bad emotional problems [my case]. Yet I already seem to have them when I'm stressed out at work because someone will ask me to something, and I do it another way, and it's like I rip myself in anger because I can't do something correctly. But I know now, what the effect's are from repeated dosing, usally depression and damaged emotions, and also when your dealing with a situation that is hard in it'self, people that have no sympathy, one time I litterly overdosed on dextroamphetaine and I went into a convulsion at work, still there was no sympathy...they where like "rj what's next in your drama?". But that was because of by bad-work ethic, and franlky it was deserved. This was a couple year's back, and I lived through it and learned a lesson.
I just have planned, a "system" of how "not" to mistake stimulants, and then make it into a routine. It's like making it 2nd natured, then finally success and I will gain the trust of taking them right. Yet they alway's have helped with doing tasks, they alway's make me torn up about something because I think stimulates a center in the brain that usally is "turned" off.
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Anyway's, let's cut all that drama out...
How do they effect you in work? life..etc?
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