Posted by francineus on January 22, 2010, at 8:38:07
I'm a MSW..doesn't matter except to reflect that
I've have some knowledge re: mental health issues.I have struggled with severe suicidal depression for as long as I can remember. Have tried everything. J
ust wanted to express to all that I was very very hopeless and thought I could not drag myself out of the hole I was in. I just wanted some cataclysmic (sp) event to end my life so I didn't have to.
Anyway, the good news, great news is, that I have FINALLY found the right combo of meds. It has meant everything to me and has restored my life.
I think a big part of my depression was in part ADD...I just couldn't focus, do well, keep neat etc. This, I'm sure bottomed out my self-esteem and motivation. I think along with that I had severe depression. All very genetic.
Anyway, long story shortened. I've been taking 500 mg lamictal daily, 30 mg Cymbalta and Concerta. I think all together have worked wonders....especially concerta. I think it is underused as an antidepressant b/c of it's addictive properties. But of course what others don't realize is that it's much better to be reliant on a medication than be suicidal.
A final note. I have had several health issues...latest is herniated disc...couldn't sit, had horrible sciatic pain. Surgery helped.
But frankly, next to having depression I would gladly have ANY health problem and endure any physical pain over the anguish of depression.Peace and love to all of you out there. Don't give up.
I write an advice site if you want free mental health advice. It's a pretty good deal. I give pretty good advice. It's called http://www.realtherapist.net?
If this is considered soliciting, I apologize and will remove. I did want to put it out there.
Ask Rose
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