Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 22, 2009, at 20:58:51
In reply to Re: Decreased function and activity » rjlockhart04-08, posted by ace on December 22, 2009, at 20:07:30
she disagree's....because of past I mistook these [dexedrine, adderall] yet now I realize that this medication was the only thing that help's something "stimulate" to normal and function normal.
I really feel guilty for putting a burden on someone, there is just something I feel awful about. Right now, alot of people when they judge depression they say "this person is selfish"...that is only if that is a choice, and plus you cannot control something like siezures or depression/ they both are real, so it's like making fun of someone who goes into convulsions.
I have to make a choice if i'm going to "act" like i'm having a good time, but in truth..there is so much dispair inside and it's just not shown, and when it is people are like "omg...your depressed???" like it's a sin or something that they don't understand.
I just have this feeling....of heavyness then i'm burdened by this because it effect's others.
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