Posted by Garnet71 on January 25, 2009, at 22:41:50
In reply to Re: Endogenous Depression Caused By Lack Of Endorphins, posted by Phillipa on January 25, 2009, at 20:05:08
I read that article and found several more...Now I know for sure I am not crazy. Guess what foods I have made just this week - Indian and Mexican food..Guess what I made a special trip to the store to buy just 3 days ago - you guessed it - Mexican chocolate (with Capscian and 80% Coaco-the high endorphine foods so the articles say). I have been craving these foods for years, and it's getting out of hand. But I only discovered Mexican chocolate last summer - and have frequently bought it ever since. I also crave orgasms -more than what is normal - as embarassed as I am to say.
I've felt for quite some time there is something wrong with the endorphines in my brain - I just haven't found the words to describe it
I seriously don't know how much more of this I can take. I have an appointment with pdoc in 2 weeks - I am fearing they will listen to me for a whole 2 minutes, then get out their prescription pad for Zoloft - Effoxor, or Prozac as usual. I can't take it anymore. And with that, I want to f*ing die. Not in a suicidal sense - I just cant take the torture anymore and it seems as if that is the only way it will end.
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