Posted by Fivefires on July 16, 2008, at 11:38:06
In reply to Re: California Rocket Fuel + » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on July 15, 2008, at 20:18:16
Just let pdoc's secretary know I'm
bedridden
could eat but dont, no food here really
feel like skin and bones
feel like wasting
at 300mg Eff-XR
need 2 Provigil or will fall back to sleep
cold
hermit
no loss of cognitionIs there something, a medication, which might be added in here and help?
Is it time to stop Effexor?
Am I 'not wanting to live'?? From bottom of heart, tell you 'I am not deliberately letting go', but about this I wonder. Guess you can tell.
Tks Phillipa re: Provigil 2-day off tip, but thing here is wkends only time can see kids.
Secretary will give pdoc message when sees sometime today.
No one here, alone
Angry, inside, pdoc say I don't meet criteria for inpatient care earlier, a month ago?, 2 months ago?, ... I've lost count.
I know time just keeps moving on and I'm NOT ...
What is this?
Its crazy. I want to live. This is the reason I couldn't get help. I'm not crazy enough?
tks anyone, 5f
try check back ... hard to get up and sit here and wish there were someone here, ya' know, someone who lived w/ me, I guess. Maybe then I'd be more of a fighter ? Am I a quitter? If so, would be ashamed of myself.
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