Posted by Pluto on May 16, 2008, at 18:59:29
In reply to One more question if you can help - I'll try. » Pluto, posted by SLS on May 16, 2008, at 18:24:56
> Q: What is the meaning of life?
> A: Life is its own meaning.
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> You know, the Universe dedicated a whole bunch of matter and energy bringing you forth from the primordial chaos. Stars had to explode for you. The Earth was pummeled by comets for you. Genes mutated for you. Photosynthesis fixed carbon for you. It goes on and on. Quite a bit went into your ascension to intelligence. Please use that intelligence to find hope and reject the hopelessness produced by depression, whatever the cause.
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> What can anyone here do to help you live better?
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> - Scott
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> P.S. Try to forgive people for wanting to help you in the only ways they know how. My effort was pretty lame, I'll admit. Please try not to react in frustration and anger. There is a lot of suffering to be seen on Psycho-Babble. People here can relate to, identify with, and experience true empathy for you. Everyone's hell is the worst they will ever know. I know I don't want any part of yours. Believe me that you don't want any part of mine.
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>Hi Scott,
You are a much better person than that damned psychologist who I think was more cared my purse. And of course far better than my doc too who will still not allow pharmacist to let Ritalin out for me. Good people are out there like some of my friends, but in internet who haven't ever seen me in person and giving his/her time to prolong my life.. sorry I can only think like prolong my sufferings...
No depression at all or am I depressed? My doc says no. I sleep well, work well interact fairly. ECT doesn't even comes as an option for my doc. Crappy doc why the hell he wouldn't let me Ritalin or Adderall? Or what is Tramadol? these three meds I have never tried, though all those antidepressants listed are very familiar to my body.
Answering your questions:
> 1) What is your attraction to death?
Of course it would be much better to die than live this life which is not worth living.
> 2) What is your aversion to life?I need a change but that is not possible. Shackled means a prisoner of life. Damnnnnnn
things so far prompted me to live are no longer attractive. Do you want to me to be precise? My wife is not attractive to me. Kids don't make any difference. Friends have become a menace, so I have to switch off my mobile. Can't check my inbox which is full with advices. Pure crap. They say I will die as an unbeliever will go to hell... hey.. who cares..? what is hell than this life?> 3) What are you most scared of in life? (Do not include failed suicide attempts).
didn't try to kill myself so far, but I am not going to try, but will do it by all means. Scared of life? what hell...? I am not afraid any more. This state is good to live as an anarchist. But then? nothing... why should I live this life which can't offer me something to live on?
See SLS, I respect you, but what are you talking about life's meaning? It is nothing sir, I have to end once by any way. What is better? end it up when I am able to do it myself? Or to let my life in the hands of those goddamn guys to experiment.? fifteen different antidepressants so far. Eleven meds now I am on. and some says Ritalin. does it worth?
Provigil was god send for few weeks, now it is the real satan. Prozac made a difference first now it is a fun. To be frank high dose of Xanax works, but my doc won't allow. Why the hell doc should care if I want to get addicted? it is none of his business...#*?#*~^#*
Finally why do you guys give too much importance to life? Guys.. I feel it strange. What does this life offer you?
Anyway I thank you friend. But why should you worry over me? Or why should those who want me alive care? what for? LIFE crap. I too thought like you guys. Now I know it is nothing but a show business. You guys go on. ..
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