Posted by your#1fan on March 3, 2008, at 0:26:10
You guys,
i think i am now beginging to believe to do have some what manic-depressive illness. I never wanted to believe it. Its really good when you hypomanic, everything seems "ok" im top of things.
Then i've seen myself wake up in the morningings incredibly depressed as if my life had just ended, i think the mask i put on before i go, is to stop me from being afraid to leave the house. I have an intese fear sometimes in working with people because there mean to me because they dont understand, i lack some bit of social skills. My doctor, im not going to even say, but he should of treated me.
Oh well! whats next? a car wreck? then some dessert? ROFL!
hell i love my choatic life so much, if this is the way God designed me to be, NOT NORMAL! which i know at point by now im not normal.
i found this on the net.... you make take intrest because it may apply, i am going to talk with my doctor about the insanity i go thought in my head.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=biOzW7_R-Kk
HAVE FUN!! POPCORN AND HOTDOGS!
fan
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