Posted by tygereyes on April 13, 2006, at 19:27:00
In reply to Re: Crushing and sniffing Ritilin, 10X as effectiv, posted by Declan on April 12, 2006, at 17:24:21
I'm sorry I don't feel comfortable giving tips on drug abuse here and I think tips on dissolving benzos for injection qualifies. :(
Congrats on getting off the stuff though. It is so hard. There is nothing like shooting dope. You have to accept that when you stop you will NEVER feel that good again, EVER. You have to choose life over heaven. It's a hard choice to make and one that too many people are too afraid to make. My last relapse was a month ago. Sometimes I wonder if it's even realistic to expect myself to stay clean at all.
But then I think about the guy I knew in rehab who DID make it to med school (my dream - to be a doctor - I'm 23 and working my way there) who lost everything when he started shooting fentanyl. And I know I have to love my career more than I love the needle. Or I have to pretend I do, anyway.
> Well, Tyger, the injecting came later for me. It was all just coincidence, fashion, recklessness etc. And with opiates there is a financial issue that makes injecting essential, more or less. Needless to say I don't advocate this, or anything else....all part of the warp and weft of human existence. Down to my 0.15mg/d methadone, green tea, reveratrol, r-alpha.......etc etc etc, trying to remain calm and sane. But how did you get benzos to dissolve? (That's enough out of me)
> Declan
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