Posted by woolav on April 26, 2005, at 9:06:46
Im going through a rough period right now, I do take prozac and lamictal but I dont think they are working anymore. I have had serious thoughts of suicide and even got a razor blade out -not to kill myself but to see what it would be like or feel. I wanted to hurt myself in some way. I keep thinking that I have to wait until my daughter goes to college (3 1/2 yrs) from now, but then i think i wont be there to see her marry or have kids. But sometimes I dont know if i can make it that long. For the first time I thought about going into an inpatient treatment center, but I cant imagine how that will sit with my family. I would be ashamed. I dont know if I should see my pdoc and ask for a higher dose of the meds, I am afraid to tell her about the suicidal thoughts though, i dont want her to admit me anywhere (yet) - any advice?
Going down fast....
S
poster:woolav
thread:489720
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