Posted by mmcconathy on February 21, 2005, at 13:02:57
Im talking about MRI's / CAT'S / PET / SPECT / EEG / what ever else is out there i want to know it all!
I want to have a scan from each one, but thats a bit finicial out for now, but what should i start with to find out if there is something seriously wrong.
I belive sometimes i have only delirium / derealization states, i will go into a complete state of euphoria, think of crazy stories usally less than 3 min, to just entertain myself during a period of time, adding to the crazyness to increase the euphoria, yes yes! superstimulation! then i begin to comepletely panic that i am insane, this is not suppost to be happening!! no no !!
Sorry, im in one of these states right now, i typed that paragraph so fast forgot what i put.
I worry alot psychotic individuels do this, (delusions, yea) and i need to get this checked out.
When i took prescription amphetmaine, i did not at all experience this, it was usally a structured feeling of calm, even at high doses, my personality seemed very mellow, i didnt feel the need to be provacative to get stimulation.
WHOOO, i need to calm it down! i am on a neuro coaster right now, I FEEL so great i can do anything! i need to take some ativan.
LATER!!!
MATT
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