Posted by linkadge on November 4, 2004, at 10:56:06
In reply to Re: Bipolars in real life » cybercafe, posted by Ritch on November 4, 2004, at 10:20:39
In my first and second years of university I was probably hypomanic. It was all just a big game to me, with no consequences. I did great. I got very high marks etc.
Anyhow, soon later I crashed so low it was unbelievable. The game changed and now it was about fear and anxiety.
I'm just on lithium now but am having a real hard time regaining that sence of confidence.
I have found that, I do best in something when my brain has determined it is unimportant. As soon as something is important, I will inevitably fail.
Thats why I do so well in hypomania, because I have no fear of the consequences.
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