Posted by woolav on September 23, 2004, at 16:49:57
I just feel like telling someone how I feel. I have switched meds again and wished like we all have that the "One" would be found to end my pain and make me happy. Its not going to happen. Its either live this life or dont. I sometimes feel that I would like to be hospitalized. I just want to do nothing, worry about nothing, and feel safe. I cant seem to make the right decisions about anything without hurting someone, either my parents, daughter, husband. I cant take it anymore. I feel like life is too much for me and that scares me to death. Why can others live happy lives and do everything normal? But I cant. I dont really know why i was put on earth. I guess it was to have my daughter. But she is 15 now and is mad at me most of the time. So, whats next? the question is do i want to know or not..
Sorry for burdening whoever is reading this.
Sandy
poster:woolav
thread:394208
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