Posted by katia on December 16, 2003, at 5:28:35
In reply to Re: hypothyroidism, posted by mags on December 15, 2003, at 20:12:03
> Hi Katia....My mania was really very subtle just extremely happy...but spending too much money sometimes...sometimes drinking.....and thinking I was on top of the world and cured....I never went over the top manic and every one would want to be around me 'cause I was happy..and then boom I would wake up the next day in hell...It would be gone and I would be in depression hell...after a few times of this the doc said the AD"s were pushing me into mania and not curing the depression...it was awful because I would get this false hope that I had found my "magic pill"... I have come to realize now that there is no such thing ...maybe some magic combo's ;o)
> MaggieHi Mags,
God how your description sounds like me. sound like my whole bloody life. I've lived my life charming the pants off of people to only wake up the next day, week, month, to realize "I don't have that energy anymore - Oh no! they'll see who I REALLY am!". And then I hide for months on end and then do it all over again. A seducer of men - lure them in and then BAM! how much can you take!?! give them all the craziness in the world and then sadness to follow. No boyfriend has EVER been able to "handle" me or understand...but just ends up walking away muttering something like "gee, I've never experienced quite that rollercoast ride of emotion before - intense and passionate - but thank you ma'am I think I'll be on ma way now...."
yep. been there.
katia
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