Posted by Adam Donahue on November 11, 2003, at 18:57:07
In reply to Re: Binge drinking: brain damage? » Adam Donahue, posted by Ilene on November 11, 2003, at 18:11:04
Interesting thoughts, Irene. Believe me, I've done all the research on About.com, et.al. That's part of the depression -- obsessing over how I feel, reading about it until I start reading the same online documents over and over. It's a hell of an interesting way to pick up new knowledge! (Ah, my sense of humor, at least, is returning.)
This afternoon has been weird. I've been flopping between dread, and calmness, with a fogginess through my thoughts. I'm definitely not at 100% -- I'm thinking about the fact that I'm depressed, which tells me enough right there. But I do feel a little calmer.
I am beginning to wonder if it's the 80 mg of Celexa that contributes to this overall numbness. I typically bumb up right after a drinking binge -- and maybe it's the damn Celexa causing half the problem. I've been on 40 mg for three-plus years with no side effects (save light sexual side effects), and it's worked miracles. But maybe 80 mg -- even for one or two days -- dips me into a different mindstate?
Adam
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