Posted by Simcha on September 6, 2001, at 10:59:43
Hi folks!
I figured that I'd give you an update.
I have stabilized on Celexa 40mg in the am and WellbutrinSR 150mg at 3pm. This combo seems to be working for me. I do have some side effects like sweating, and every now and then I'll see little stars before my eyes (I think this is from moving very fast and the blood sloshing around.) My sex life is improving. It's not great, but it's better.
The boyfriend and I had a long talk last night and we have decided to commit to each other. Gosh, what a scary thought! This might be some stability in my life. This is someone who likes me for me and does not want only sex (Obviously, since I've been unable to perform through most of this relationship.)
I'm taking ginseng and ginko to counteract any sexual side effects. The jury is still out in regards to the effectiveness for me. Wellbutrin is supposed to help in that regard. I don't know about that yet either even though I notice an improvement.
Work is rocky. Mainly the team is changing here and there is conflict. Somehow I've been able to manage my reactions to it and I've made some really good contributions to the team here, I think. So work may feel a little scary but I think it's stable.
I think that my meds have something to do with my settling down in my life. I have a greater peace and clarity about my thoughts. My thoughts and impressions are not flying around my head at 100mph! I've also lived in this current location for about 4 months so some of the settling is due to familiarity with my surroundings.
Also, I've finally been able to get back on an exercise routine. This is something the last MDE took away. It's taken me 8 months to get back on track. I'm feeling better. Weight-lifting and cardio workouts sure help me to release stress. Thank G-d I have the will to take care of myself again!
I appreciate all of the support I've gotten on this board through this very transitional point in my recovery. I think I'll stick around. I still need you guys.
Thanks,
Simcha
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