Posted by adamie on July 27, 2001, at 11:30:09
The last 3 days I was beginning to feel so much better since stopping my paxil for severe depression which I took for 24 days which did more harm than good. now I am feeling baddddddddddddddddddd again. I was doing so great sometimes. I was actually thinking I will make a fully recovery possibly soon. then yesterday in bed I was beginning to feel horrible. the past days since I was doing so well I was able to imagine being with my fiance. and that's what i did in bed for 1 hour until going to sleep. yesterday suddenly things were so different. All current interests began to fade. I couldn't believe how it could so drastically change.
the last few days I would be able to concentrate and think extremely well and be full of emotions. Yesterday night i just couldn't think much and emotions turned very limited. i began to feel like dying.today I am doing better it seems slightly. i guess I shouldn't worry. since I have felt so much better the last few days it's only natural I will feel that way again sooner or later. I wish I had never taken that disgusting drug Accutane. And I wish the doctor who had just given it away to my like candy without even seeing me, were shot. Not only is he a digusting excuse for a human being giving accutane to anyone he wants, but also he had possibly ruined my life.
also my neck began to really hurt yesterday which perhaps could be related to the accutane depression effect yesterday. it would be like a heavy pulse but it would actually hurt. I had to change my sleeping position. i'm sick of this crap. i was actually becoming normal again. perhaps trying wellbutrin soon could be a good idea afterall if i dont improve much in the next few days.
well bye
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