Posted by mark on July 31, 2000, at 11:14:05
I'm feeling really down today and need to reach out.
It's monday and that means back to a job I really don't
like. I've been doing this sort of work for 15 years now
and want to do something different. Trouble is I don't
know what. I'm 37yo and I have no idea what I want to
do with my life. I just know it's not this. But then
I wonder if it's just the depression. Right now I'm
feeling so tired I don't want to do much of anything.Sometimes I look in the mirror and want to cry because
there's this empty shell staring back at me. I know deep
down that there's hope in my life. I know I have a purpose
for being here. I just haven't found it yet.Thanks for listening...
poster:mark
thread:41852
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