Posted by Noa on May 17, 2000, at 15:40:41
In reply to Re: how long until a post shows?, posted by Greg on May 17, 2000, at 15:12:33
Greg, thanks for asking. It is a fairly good day, as a matter of fact. I had a sulky kind of day yesterday, just felt sad and sulky all day. Then came home to find my phone disconnected (Iam late on bill paying, but was not expecting it because I had just recently made a payment. Have to call Bell Atlantic), and that a maintenace guy had been in my apt. while I was at work. What is wrong with this, you may ask. Well, my place is a dump, to the point of complete embarrassment, and potential eviction, I suppose. The only thing clean is the bathroom, which is a recent development. Why did he have to come in without my permission? A running toilet. Am I being overly picky here, or is this a lame reason? I can't decide whether to make an issue of it or not. I am afraid the owner of my unit will be told of the condition of my place and there will be repercussions.
I hate people knowing about it, seeing it. It is so distressing to me to have it in that condition, but with my depression this past year or so, I have lived this awful way.
Anyhow, those two things didn't help my mood, but I managed to get myself to bed at a decent hour and woke up early today and got to work on time, even early, which hadn't happened in months. Usually, it takes me hours and hours in the morning to get going, even though I have been feeling a lot better than I was.
I am tired today, but it hasn't been a bad day afterall. My mood is decent.
Thanks for asking. How are you?
poster:Noa
thread:33785
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