Posted by Amanda S on March 30, 2000, at 23:49:39
In reply to Re: The Tunnel, posted by dove on March 30, 2000, at 8:57:27
Harry, I often wonder if God meant for me to be a nobody.Many times I feel so inadequate. Sometimes I feel lovable and there are times I am a slug. I can't help it. There is no motivation to perform any job. I am the mother of three wonderful boys and a fine husband. My husband is a very motivated person and I find myself jealous at times. I do know my illness is caused from a physical chemical imbalance, just like my late mothers' epilepsy. As I have gone through therapy, I have learned so much about my different moods that make me change from one person to the next. I am not a "Cybil" or "Two Faces of Eve".I am me a person who experiences a more profound way of expressing myself than an ordinary person. Maybe God gave us these flexible personalities as a gift because of our ability to be extremely artistic. Life would be boring if we were all alike. It sucks that we have to take meds to deal with these moods, but in our society today we can't cope without them . You will____ find the right medicine. take care
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