Posted by JahL on February 2, 2005, at 15:54:33
In reply to Re: Dear me! Now I'm growing a beard! » Racer, posted by SLS on October 30, 2004, at 9:01:40
Hi Scott.
Sorry for walking away from our conversation of a few months ago. I think we were discussing how a strong but repressed ego can manifest itself in the form of an uncontrollable temper. Something like that. Anyway, a certain poster - who thankfully seems to have disappeared - was getting to me and it was a case of either walk away and calm down (it's taken me 3 months! Perhaps the interpersonal rejection sensitivity element of my s. phobia coming to the fore?), or unleash a torrent of abuse and get myself banned for life. I was angry. I always am I suppose. It's not in my nature to walk away but I think I acted correctly in this instance.
Anyway, how is it going? Any improvement? Hope so.
If you're interested, since we have last spoke I have trialled Riluzole (some hypomania etc) and am about to embark upon a 21 day trial of Mifepristone (unfortunately, exhorbitantly priced). Quite excited about this one, they're even studying it over here. Other than that, it's opioids - which to my great dismay, are impossible to obtain over here.
Any way, take care.
Hello to anyone that might remember me and also to those that would rather forget...
Jah.
BTW. Does anyone know of the whereabouts of ShelliR or Elizabeth? I lost touch with both of them after an extensive course of ECT some time ago caused me to forget who I was for a year or so... Ta.
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