Posted by NikkiT2 on June 24, 2004, at 13:52:11
In reply to LOL! Here's the easy way: » NikkiT2, posted by Racer on June 23, 2004, at 16:16:13
We've never really.. interacted before this past few weeks.. we've talked in passing, but not really "talked".. You've mentioned this on social I think, that this side of me has come out.. and here is a ponderance on that..
Firstly, I'm not very confident, or good at, the whole "oh poor you, I'm sorry you feel so bad, heres how you can feel better" thing.. I feel really Polly Anna so much of the time when I do that, and never feel as useful as anyone else. Shar is so mind blowingly brilliant at it I kind of leave it to her..
Another thing, and I can't work out why, but I've always been kinda scared of you! Stupid I know! Maybe scared isn't right word.. but intimidated.. You, what ever you may think of yourself, exude a real strength of character that I would love to possess. I realise this could be your "armour" to protect yourself, but I've always felt that you would dismiss me.. The only way I can think of the explain it is like the class geek being afraid of approaching a cheerleader.
But I've had alot of fun in our recent chats!! You've really perked up a side of me I like.. Zenhussy is always good at doing that too!
And, it makes me realise, that while I am bad at the support side, I do have other strengths - and being able to talk at length about utter c**p and make people temporarily forget their pain is one of those!!
Do you look like Zen?? Cos I imagine you two sooo similar in the flesh!!!
*grinning*
Nikki x
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