Posted by judy1 on March 6, 2004, at 23:02:57
In reply to LOL! You're smarter than I am... » noa, posted by Racer on March 6, 2004, at 22:43:04
with your description of how you were interacting with that guy. lord knows i've been guilty of similar behavior, some men just trigger this irrational behavior in me and i seem helpless to stop.
had an interseting chat with my pdoc yesterday. i had called him wednesday? and asked him to call in a med for me. he was convinced i was testing him to see if he would 'be there for me'. i said no, i was actually out of the med and needed a refill. they (pdocs) all seem to look for deeper meanings in my most inane actions. so anyway on friday i landed up in the corner of my closet so my kids couldn't hear me and felt completely dissociative and talked about some deep past stuff. he was very quiet and hardly said anything. this is probably stupid- trying to get something meaningful done in 2 weeks. now i'm questioning my motives- i started thinking i'm being manipulative and trying to reel him back. that's old behavior for me so i decided not to call anymore until the last day and just ask for refills.
sorry for the long-winded post. hope you all have a really nice week-end- judy
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