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Posted by karen_kay on May 30, 2007, at 19:55:48
i was sitting with mister kk today (and you know, the insurance company actually calls him mister kk, as i haven't changed my dr's license. i have no need to, my picture is FANTASTIC! and waited a long time to get one that good, as so with the last one as well.. anywhooo...), and we were cussing and discussing our duckie. he's taking his first steps. he has bruises like his mother, all over his legs. he falls, looks at us, we laugh at him, so he does too.
we decided what a wonderful personality he has. i decided it has nothign to do with me (geez louise *per Kath*, i really need to get my insides taken out!), as i simply decide if my back hurts i must have spinal meningitus or another disease and must be dying right now, on the spot. (then i'll simply joke 'or i hope i have cancer that will take me fast in my sleep!' what can i say, i'm twisted?)
mister kk, trying to be helpful, but unable to communicate well with me (especially when i burst into tears while ranting about how i'm ruining our son already), assures me i am not ruining our son. i try to explain, 'well, he jsut isn't old enough to understand what i'm saying yet. when he gets older and understands mommy saying she must be dying of some unknown disease, he'll really see what mommy is like.'
mister kk simply said, 'i've known you twice as long as the duck and i still don't understand you.' (and at least it makes me laugh. then, when i laugh, the duck laughs. that makes me laugh more, even through thoughts that i'm going to completely ruin my child with my 'off' periods, no pun intended.)
he speaks the truth at least. i don't understand myself either. i think that's ok though. we don't really need to undestand everything, especially not the most complex thigns in life. and i'd have to say ourselves would be the most complex creatures. i can figure out my sister (she's dense). i can figure out most of my friends, relatives (they're crazy), but myself- that's somethign i'll never figure out. and i don't think i really care to either. i'll continue to do what it takes to get through, be happy, not get arrested, call a lawyer if i do, kiss that duck, and try not to stick mr kk's head too far in the pond (i'll let him come up for air every once in a while!).
also went for a drive today. saw a mobile home on fire. i think it affected me more than when my own house caught on fire. i wanted to stop and say somethign to the people. but, i didn't have any advice to give them really. nothing more than 'it's not as bad as you think right now.' but, seeing it when i passed by hurt more than when it actually happened to me. i was able to choke out 'water' while getting my sister some food (to take a klonopin with... good kk for carrying spares in her bag!). mister kk was completely oblivious to my gaping mouth and gasping breath sounds (blame it on soundgarden, i guess?). i found that a bit disturbing.
and another thing to complain about, while i'm at it... mister kk saw chris cornell in concert last weekend and he DID play a bunch of soundgarden songs. grrrrr! (but, at least i didn't have to sit through a bunch of bands to get to the good stuff!) 'come with me into the desert.....'
Posted by kninelover on May 30, 2007, at 20:02:14
In reply to crazybrain (ovaries?), ducks, thoughts and fires, posted by karen_kay on May 30, 2007, at 19:55:48
ill "come to you if you go to the dessert!"
Posted by Phillipa on May 30, 2007, at 20:37:16
In reply to crazybrain (ovaries?), ducks, thoughts and fires, posted by karen_kay on May 30, 2007, at 19:55:48
Now kk why do you want to go to the desert? Love Phillipa
Posted by TexasChic on May 30, 2007, at 21:42:54
In reply to crazybrain (ovaries?), ducks, thoughts and fires, posted by karen_kay on May 30, 2007, at 19:55:48
OMG, Mr kk got to see Chris Cornell??? Awesome! So why didn't you get to go? Was it Audioslave or just Chris? I love love love Rage Against the Machine! I was so pissed to hear about Coachella, that concert in Cali that had a reunion of Rage Against the Machine, plus my absolute favorite - Bjork, and to top it all off Willie Nelson! Where else would there be such an odd combo???? I was pissed just to hear that something so awesome existed that I didn't get to see.
Anyway, me, me, me! So how old is your little duckie? He sounds like a cutiepie. I wouldn't worry about ruining him, I think most parents think that. I'd be more worried about the parents who don't!
-T
Posted by karen_kay on May 31, 2007, at 10:10:27
In reply to Re: crazybrain (ovaries?), ducks, thoughts and fires » karen_kay, posted by Phillipa on May 30, 2007, at 20:37:16
Burden In My Hand (soundgarden)
Follow me into the desert
As thirsty as you are
Crack a smile and cut your mouth
And drown in alcohol
Cause down below the truth is lying
Beneath the riverbed
So quench yourself and drink the water
That flows below her headOh, no there she goes
Out in the sunshine the sun is mineI shot my love today, would you cry for me
I lost my head again, would you lie for me
I left her in the sand just a burden in my hand
I lost my head again, would you cry for meClose your eyes and bow your head
I need a little sympathy
Cause fear is strong and love's for everyone
Who isn't me
So kill your health and kill yourself
And kill everything you love
And if you live you can fall to pieces
And suffer with my ghost
Just a burden in my hand
Just an anchor on my heart
Just a tumor in my head
And I'm in the darkSo follow me into the desert
As desperate as you are
Where the moon is glued to a picture of heaven
And all the little pigs have God
Posted by zenhussy on May 31, 2007, at 11:16:54
In reply to song lyrics dear... some triggers, kinda.. » Phillipa, posted by karen_kay on May 31, 2007, at 10:10:27
Posted by karen_kay on May 31, 2007, at 11:20:53
In reply to Re: crazybrain (ovaries?), ducks, thoughts and fir, posted by TexasChic on May 30, 2007, at 21:42:54
we decided it was to be 'boys gone wild'. they drank bacardi in the parking lot (i think they returned with burns on half their bodies). it was a concert with a bunch of bands i didn't know (didn't care to either) but i guess it turned rather wild, moshing in the big lot that used to be named after wild animals and now is known for a telephone company. i still call it the wild animal name, out of spite mostly.
they agreed, they woudl have had more fun, had the ladies been there. i only would have wnated to see chris, but probably woudl have been passed out by then.
it was only him, and some silly musicians. not soundgarden. not audio slave. so, he played lots of soundgarden tunes, making me very angry to have missed it (again though, i would have been passed out in the back of the lawn by then anyway. i can't party like i used to, as i would have been only puking in the back of the lawn years ago and still somewhat able to enjoy the tunes with a 'rock and roll' to spoonman between hurls, back in the day.)
trust me, i saw willy and john fogerty last time i went to 'wild animal place' and don't remember a thing. ok, i remember throwing up in the lawn several times. i remember whiskey river. i remember plenty of trips to the restroom thinking 'ok, i shouldn't have drank so much beer.' i remember seeing my exboyfriend there and thinking 'god, i'm glad i look so good!' (i wasn't as drunk yet!). and i remember mister kk carrying me much of the time.
gee, i sure know how to have a good time, eh?
bjork.... ok, let's talk about that icelandic goddess.... oh, how i love her. i have tried many times to pull off the cut dress and jeans look, to no avail. she's sheer perfection. that voice. (ever hear her in sugarcubes? she was very young, but stil so cute. tabloids can go to hell about her fashion sense, she's a genius, musical and otherwise...) her videos, her voice, her hair, that voice (did i already say that?).. army of me....wowsa!!!oh gosh, i wish i could remember that one album, with all those good songs... i'll remember in a couple of days and get back to you. my computer's running way too slow to look it up right now, but it has bachelorette (or is it jsut bachelor?) on it. i think that's my favorite one of hers. i think i've asked her to marry me several times, but she jsut won't even look at me.
tc, i'm starting to like you more and more, you know.... get that credit rating up darling. i don't want to rent forever, you know.
fondly,
kkand jsut how do you feel about bukowski? he's a must. do some research at least. i lvoe it when people lie to me, if just to apease me. i'll reconsider the crop circle thing. maybe i'm jsut watching the wrong documentaries dear. like i've always said, i'm anythign but consistent. (oh, and alice in chains? beck's supercool and tori amos gives me chills. and that taj mahal.... enough for now, i'm getting a bit too excited for my own good here dear..)
Posted by TexasChic on June 1, 2007, at 19:31:28
In reply to tc, tc, and cc... » TexasChic, posted by karen_kay on May 31, 2007, at 11:20:53
> bjork.... ok, let's talk about that icelandic goddess.... oh, how i love her... her videos, her voice, her hair...
Wow! Finally someone who loves Bjork as much I do! I could listen to her sing anything. Her greatest hits is my favorite. Do you sing at the top of your lungs with her CD's? I have to, I have no choice. When I'm really stressed I put on her cd in my car and sing my heart out. Somehow it helps.
> and jsut how do you feel about bukowski? he's a must. do some research at least.
I most definitely will!
>i lvoe it when people lie to me, if just to apease me.
Well I'm not much of a liar. I'm just not that good at it.
>(oh, and alice in chains? beck's supercool and tori amos gives me chills. and that taj mahal....
Love Alice in Chains AND Beck! Beck is like the coolest person on earth.
-T
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