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Posted by B2chica on August 30, 2004, at 11:49:33
See Scott, i told you i'd be here monday.
Hope you are too.
You are good no???
i Hope you had a decent weekend.
There are so many people here that care about you. They all worried so much and posted lots to you. See i Told you you are a great guy!-i saw my doc on friday and he's referred me to a new pdoc. i'm very glad. this is the perfect time for me to switch and he referred me to someone i actually wanted to see earlier. Sometimes i need a kick in the @$$ cuz i can't do it for myself i guess that's why i like my gp. But right now my problem isn't my bipolar, it's me...imagine that.
Day by day Scott.
unfortunatly that final string i was grasping on to broke this weekend but i;m like one of those cartoon characters that dangling in the air with their feet and hands grasping for something to cling to so i still have time. maybe i'll grow suction cups to my hands and that will work???
b2c.
Posted by zenhussy on August 30, 2004, at 12:25:49
In reply to Scott in Vermont..., posted by B2chica on August 30, 2004, at 11:49:33
Hi B2C,
It is good to see you posting. I've been in contact with Scott and he requested that I convey he is doing what is necessary for his well being.
I don't know if the two of you are in e-mail contact or not but I'm sure that between the babblers we can pass along a message if need be.
Take care and thanks for looking out for a good person like Scott.
Please take care as well.
--zh
Posted by B2chica on August 30, 2004, at 12:33:40
In reply to Re: Scott in Vermont... » B2chica, posted by zenhussy on August 30, 2004, at 12:25:49
zen, thank you for posting that stuff on suicide talk with posters.
no matter what happens with me, the last thing i would EVER want is someone else feeling responsible like i do about others deaths. it's an incredible weight that clouds your mind and heart.
it eases my mind to know Scott is ok. thank you for the message.
my mind is starting to get foggy again so i'm leaving work. (last post for today).
thank you Z.
b2c.
Posted by AuntieMel on August 30, 2004, at 15:57:26
In reply to Scott in Vermont..., posted by B2chica on August 30, 2004, at 11:49:33
I'm *so* glad you are back. Scott isn't the only one I was worried about, you know.
Good timing for a new doctor. It just might be the fresh perspective you need. I know how frustrating it can be. Bipolar(ism) is possibly the hardest thing in the world to prescribe for - striving for that perfect balance, at this exact time for this particular person.
You and Scott just keep trying for that mixture. It's out there somewhere.
Is there anything we can do? Anything!
Posted by B2chica on August 31, 2004, at 11:39:01
In reply to Re: Scott in Vermont... » B2chica, posted by AuntieMel on August 30, 2004, at 15:57:26
i'll take a hug please.
Posted by AuntieMel on August 31, 2004, at 12:02:57
In reply to A Mel, posted by B2chica on August 31, 2004, at 11:39:01
Oh, I've been doing air hugs all weekend yesterday and today, and will tomorrow and the next day, and so on...
But I have to confess to being quite uncoordinated. I just can't hug and type at the same time!
So - back to huggin'
Posted by zenhussy on August 31, 2004, at 12:07:59
In reply to A Mel, posted by B2chica on August 31, 2004, at 11:39:01
B2C,
I know you didn't ask me but I'd like to offer up a hug ((((((((((((B2Chica)))))))))))))
Also I would like to give you my address so that you can get in touch if you'd like to be in touch with ScottinVT.
No pressure tho. You keep taking care of you the best you can.
babblehussy at rattlebrain dot com
--zh
Posted by B2chica on August 31, 2004, at 12:51:02
In reply to Re: Can I give some hugs to you?? » B2chica, posted by zenhussy on August 31, 2004, at 12:07:59
Dear, Dear Zen
god, i can almost feel you around me. I ReAlly need that strong hold right now.
i have my T appt in 2.5 hours. I will keep you around me till then ok?
To top it off, i slept late today although i think it helped with depression, i was an hour late to work and forgot my Trileptal. if i don't break down tonight i'll post more tomorrow.
heads already starting to be wierd-may also be cuz i've stopped taking my strattera. maybe those () can help me keep it together till i can take it. and get to my appt. and actually talk.
i'm almost scared to go today. i know i need to tell him about this last week. i'm already scattered and don't know where to start. i'll probably do my "i'm fine" routine...i HATE THAT.and i got your number thnx. btw, i took your advice a while ago and got "myth of sanity" still working on it but almost done, it is VERy intersting book. thank you for that suggestion. (hope i did double quotes right).
btw Madeline Kahn is Awesome.
> B2C,
> I know you didn't ask me but I'd like to offer up a hug ((((((((((((B2Chica)))))))))))))
Posted by zenhussy on August 31, 2004, at 13:28:30
In reply to Re: please yess! » zenhussy, posted by B2chica on August 31, 2004, at 12:51:02
> Dear, Dear Zen
> god, i can almost feel you around me. I ReAlly need that strong hold right now.Well I'm not exactly strong right now but I'll give you a sweet hug and if you like dogs I'll let my huge woofus join in and give you 75 lb. of doggie kisses.
> i have my T appt in 2.5 hours. I will keep you around me till then ok?
No problem. Keeping my postive thoughts with you until then is easy. Consider it done!!
> To top it off, i slept late today although i think it helped with depression, i was an hour late to work and forgot my Trileptal. if i don't break down tonight i'll post more tomorrow.
I think you were in great need of that sleep. Probably a good thing sweetie.
> heads already starting to be wierd-may also be cuz i've stopped taking my strattera. maybe those () can help me keep it together till i can take it. and get to my appt. and actually talk.
> i'm almost scared to go today. i know i need to tell him about this last week. i'm already scattered and don't know where to start. i'll probably do my "i'm fine" routine...i HATE THAT.Yesterday I spent half the session rambling about here and now crap and then got into some teary stuff that I didn't think I would be able to bring up. Don't worry about the "fine face mask"........you'll be able to talk. I believe in that ability........scary as it may be!!! You do have that ability. I understand the fear of discussing such delicate matter with the therapist but that is why we have them! I'm sending you safe hugs filled with inner strength to face those scary things today in therapy.
> and i got your number thnx. btw, i took your advice a while ago and got "myth of sanity" still working on it but almost done, it is VERy intersting book. thank you for that suggestion. (hope i did double quotes right).Looks like you did the double quotes right. Yes I agree it is an interesting book. I think that it describes the dissociative spectrum in a more down to earth way that is easily digestible.
It helped me to make sense of a lot of my life that before seemed crazy to me. I'm glad that you are finding some help in that book.
> btw Madeline Kahn is Awesome.
I agree completely. I so miss her. Kahn and Garr in Mel's movies slayed me. Such beauties and with comic abilities that haven't been seen on screen since.
Glad you and Scott are in touch.I have you both in my heart and prayers.
kindly,
--zhP.S. contact me anytime please. No pressure to do so but from my latest admin posts I'm sure that I won't be here much longer as I lack the gymnist abilities necessary to remain within civility guidelines.
Posted by gardenergirl on August 31, 2004, at 19:32:53
In reply to Re: please yess! » B2chica, posted by zenhussy on August 31, 2004, at 13:28:30
Posted by AuntieMel on August 31, 2004, at 21:25:56
In reply to Re: please yess! » zenhussy, posted by B2chica on August 31, 2004, at 12:51:02
How the session went. Now back to the air hugs.
Melanie
Posted by B2chica on September 1, 2004, at 10:30:12
In reply to Re: please yess! » B2chica, posted by zenhussy on August 31, 2004, at 13:28:30
i LOVE more than anything big puppy kisses. i'll take em all.
**trigger words**
thanks for the hugs.
one hand went ok, other not. i didn't talk about the SI like i know i need to but...did talk little more about last tues. session and mentioned one thought about why i think i need to die. at least i've decided it's a part of me, the little girl me i want to kill, mutilate. i told him i wanted to tell him this but didn't want to talk about it yet...so i did, you could tell he was desperately wanting to go more into it but i was very assured that i wouldn't. I did show him one of my sketchings, that was good, but he saw another one...i don't think he realized...well, it was of a girl tied to a chair with three demons surrounding her...what i didn't say was that is one of my "visuals" i keep seeing. i need to next week tell him that was a "for real" picture, a memory.boy, i'm realizing i really need to think about things...
it's so hard. "i just can't keep doing this" is all that i hear in my head.thanks SO MUCH for the support ZenH.
later
b2c.
Posted by B2chica on September 1, 2004, at 10:30:57
In reply to Scott in Vermont..., posted by B2chica on August 30, 2004, at 11:49:33
Posted by AuntieMel on September 1, 2004, at 16:34:14
In reply to Thnx GG and Mel-thank you for caring. (nm), posted by B2chica on September 1, 2004, at 10:30:57
Posted by Susan47 on September 1, 2004, at 23:15:13
In reply to Re: puppy licks yes...*possible trigger inside* » zenhussy, posted by B2chica on September 1, 2004, at 10:30:12
(((((B2Chica)))))
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