Posted by zenhussy on August 31, 2004, at 13:28:30
In reply to Re: please yess! » zenhussy, posted by B2chica on August 31, 2004, at 12:51:02
> Dear, Dear Zen
> god, i can almost feel you around me. I ReAlly need that strong hold right now.Well I'm not exactly strong right now but I'll give you a sweet hug and if you like dogs I'll let my huge woofus join in and give you 75 lb. of doggie kisses.
> i have my T appt in 2.5 hours. I will keep you around me till then ok?
No problem. Keeping my postive thoughts with you until then is easy. Consider it done!!
> To top it off, i slept late today although i think it helped with depression, i was an hour late to work and forgot my Trileptal. if i don't break down tonight i'll post more tomorrow.
I think you were in great need of that sleep. Probably a good thing sweetie.
> heads already starting to be wierd-may also be cuz i've stopped taking my strattera. maybe those () can help me keep it together till i can take it. and get to my appt. and actually talk.
> i'm almost scared to go today. i know i need to tell him about this last week. i'm already scattered and don't know where to start. i'll probably do my "i'm fine" routine...i HATE THAT.Yesterday I spent half the session rambling about here and now crap and then got into some teary stuff that I didn't think I would be able to bring up. Don't worry about the "fine face mask"........you'll be able to talk. I believe in that ability........scary as it may be!!! You do have that ability. I understand the fear of discussing such delicate matter with the therapist but that is why we have them! I'm sending you safe hugs filled with inner strength to face those scary things today in therapy.
> and i got your number thnx. btw, i took your advice a while ago and got "myth of sanity" still working on it but almost done, it is VERy intersting book. thank you for that suggestion. (hope i did double quotes right).Looks like you did the double quotes right. Yes I agree it is an interesting book. I think that it describes the dissociative spectrum in a more down to earth way that is easily digestible.
It helped me to make sense of a lot of my life that before seemed crazy to me. I'm glad that you are finding some help in that book.
> btw Madeline Kahn is Awesome.
I agree completely. I so miss her. Kahn and Garr in Mel's movies slayed me. Such beauties and with comic abilities that haven't been seen on screen since.
Glad you and Scott are in touch.I have you both in my heart and prayers.
kindly,
--zhP.S. contact me anytime please. No pressure to do so but from my latest admin posts I'm sure that I won't be here much longer as I lack the gymnist abilities necessary to remain within civility guidelines.
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