Posted by TamaraJ on May 8, 2005, at 10:19:31
In reply to Re: I think I finally understand what is meant by » TamaraJ, posted by partlycloudy on May 8, 2005, at 6:29:28
Hi PC!
No, I haven't been to a meeting in close to a year. They just don't seem to do it for me anymore. I know I am not going to drink, so that's not an issue. I am just scared of how I feel - dead inside. I have never felt like this before. I don't even remember feeling this empty and lost when stopped drinking nine years ago. And, going to a meeting wouldn't necessarily help because I internalize so much that I would not likely share how I am feeling. I am surprised that I have said this much here. I need to figure things out myself. I have probably been living with a horseshoe up my butt for too long anyway. Well, sorry to bring you down. Thanks for listening. I will be ok.
Tamara
> do you still go to meetings? or do you feel that you can't get to one while you feel this way?
> even if it's a "dry drunk", at least you're still sober, and that is the important thing.
> pc, preaching to the choir
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