Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 17, 2007, at 17:07:13
In reply to Re: terrified, posted by Happyflower on March 17, 2007, at 15:28:24
I only feel terrified when I'm not working on it. So long as I'm working I feel okay, even satisfied.
But as soon as I take a break, even for meals or to get nighttime sleep: waves of terror.
really really horrible.
But I like Maddie's advice. don't think just work.
I like having page after page completed. Especially when the page contains a graphic. Then it's not really all that much text.
back to work back to work.
pdoc upped my klonopin. I'm doing a really delicate dance right now between being oversedated and being over-terrified.
Happyf, I saw the dietician last week to get 20lbs of seroquel blubber offa me. So, I feel your pain. that almond croissant would pretty much be half of my daily food. which is fine if I'm a bird. but I'm not!
meanwhile I've been eating a lot of vegetables. my personal chef (ahem) husband has been cooking every day for his DP. That's "Dissertation Princess".
My draft is due in two weeks. I've got a plan to get it done. I scheduled in some breaks, but that's usually when I feel the worst about myself and my progress.
I scheduled a massage for next Friday. 1 hour. That will be nice to look forward to.
I better skedaddle,
Ll
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