Posted by alexandra_k on February 18, 2022, at 16:26:35
In reply to why choose new zealand?, posted by alexandra_k on February 18, 2022, at 16:12:17
i was abused by a teacher at a school in hamilton.
she was known to have abused (inappropriate relationship with) a student in her previous position at mt manganui.
when the whole entire school was informed about the abuse that was happening to me when i was a student in hamilton they (reluctantly) moved her on to a school in otorohanga.
the principle knew what happened. he asked the principle from hamilton 'would you keep her on staff if you could (as in if people hadn't found out and some parents kick up a fuss) and he said 'yes i certainly would'' so they moved her on to another position at another school. as a known sex offender.
i don't know if that teacher went on to abuse anybody else.
and before that i was abused by people involved in church.
study group.
and before that summer camp.
and every time it was made public (because someone else found out about it and complained and told everyone) there was a coverup done for teh abuser and i was chased away.
i wasn't allowed to go back to that church. that camp. that school.
and the abuser was covered for (as best they could) and then moved into a position where they could get on with doing it again.
over and over and over.
it appears to be the kiwi way.
everything is done for the abusers to enable them and support them in continuing on in their abuse.
and it is because I, myself, am not an abuser... that i'm expected to... flee. i suppose. i'm supposed to go off into some corner somewhere and lie flat.
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so that is why you should choose new zealand!
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people pick on me because i'm not huddling with a herd. i see.
that's why they teach kids to huddle with a herd (why 'popularity' is important for kids) because of safety in numbers or similar.
i guess that's why they do room sharing at college. so that there is a witness or something like that. that's the idea/l of it. i sort of do get that. that the room-sharing thing is, at least partly, with the ideology of it, about protection with numbers. safety in numbers. an aspect or element of that. i mean to say that it isn't about the money that people have kids sharing a room in family homes or in college dorms etc.
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and then of course shame shame shame shame shame i'm supposed to internalise that there's something wrong with me. so i go off and lie flat.
else...
i'm supposed to be liviing memorial or monument to their abuse. i'm supposed to be entirely f*ck*d up because of what they did. that's how big and important they are that they would have that kind of power over my life. see? they would have power over my life so that i'm forced to lie flat. because the government will not pay me. will not pay me. will not pay me.
i pay the univesrity - right? until such time i don't (i'm tresspassed from teh university when it's time for them to give me my degree)
i pay teh courts -- right? until such time as i don't (my filings are thrown out and the case is forced by the courts to be abandoned. they deem it abandoned because i didn't pay them. they won't process my filings anymore because i didn't pay them).
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there is nothing here. there is nobody home.
just a bunch of bullying abusers getting rich off of traficked money abusing traficked people.
this is not a developed nation at all
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